14.3.09
Where is heaven and hell
Grew up in the land of “In GOD we trust”
Memories of a drowning,
Don’t be ugly
He is watching
Sinners know not what they do?
PLEASE!!!!
We learnt from you
“So help me GOD” is very ambiguous
Dinner tables, Big League Events, Blessed is the currency
Not a member you best believe there is a fee
Why must I pay if he did already?
Before War, Honor the dead.
It’s a damn shame to see those go unfed
The stories said he broke bread to feed many, healed those in need
For free
We were only asked to believe
Heaven and Hell where can they be……….
Both Worlds
I see you jumping round,
What you a freaking clown,
Would have said FUCKING,
That’s what I’ll do your girl after I stomp you down.
You came my way, I threw a straight.
Straight to your face
If you were why not let it be that way.
Should have kept it moving SIR,
Rather than be a loiterer.
“I was in my Zone”,
So, quick actions, no time to get on my nerves.
I’m is, as you BE. Blessed by the heavens see,
Not visually, more like internally.
One with all that VIBEbrates,
Connected with all that’s light miles away,
Don’t stake on heavens sake,
Choices lay heavily,
Choose Burdens you can carry,
Cause there’s a weight on your shoulders called GRAVITY.
Most times it’s magically delightful, yet spiteful,
Of comprehending Life’s loop, while holding a hand full of doubtful.
Thus, put it in a BOX, with a big hole in it.
It’ll get light as you let go, and allow the soul to take control.
Fell the warmth as you come in from the cold.
SOUL!!!SOUL!!!SOUL!!!SOUL!!!SOUL!!!SOUL!!!
dazed
One line
One life
It’s really like knowing you’re going to die
Anything else would be a lie
A tear feel from my eye
The might say he cried.
I just came to realize
There are spies on both sides
The blanket guise
I read wise up before times up
Find out who created “your" world.
You said it’s something in your eyes
Like me you came to realize
Shottie Blast
Hit u like a shottie blast verbally
My flows contrast, I’m above the fucking class
Universal Diversity Rap minions remain planetary
Their limit is the sky
My space is Immeasurably, Indefinitely and exceedingly great.
Not to boast, but that just the case.
Drop the way I do, confusing the rules.
I’ll throw a change up have u staring in the BOX.
Slinging no HITTERS out the park
Change
Like a plush booty, Excuse me BHAM BHAM!!!!
Thank you very much!!!
crack another
I crack another jot some rhymes
Time and time I wasted time
Through this anger builds and spills on my reactions
Yet it and IT; contains my rage
My encounters with others put me in a cage
Seemingly the passage is passive
Though once more everything’s a bore
I speak words of trust and she becomes my whore
How can I defile my foul ways?
Join a building and become a child again
For they say the “word” I do not know
This knowledge is some other shit
Helping hands throw the meek to the pits
Yes, help those who help themselves
How we see others go thru Hell and turn a cheek
“You’re not like me”
Live and love to scheme and plot
I would if I could
I would if I could
So why cant, Nights ask
Something from the past, maybe
Trained like an Android, Possibly
Heavy sedating left a shake, could be
Thoughts of the world and “why did I let it slide”
Tape below and above my eyes- WIDE
Calling earl stop the helicopter swirls
She observes me while, I watch her
Never remember anything, all a blur
It’s a crutch, spring up from the slightest budge
In and out, ceiling patterns mimic cloud animals
Sometimes standing up, if the sandman leaves dust
Sandpaper inside my eye lids, yeah I had enough
Almighty thanks for the day that carried over to now
Grant me another, vital it is
Not until we tell ourselves so
Lie down and let go
Light of a riff
Light of a riff, the name of this game is Mad works.
Stay sane
Life will never change.
Regardless of the status that you claim in this game
Whether we like it or not where all getting played (I won’t bow out)
Life will never change. Just those who think they can play (you’re trapped)
Dismissing benediction and, replaced truth with fiction.
I don’t need your attention, the subconscious will listen.
Remove you from trivial and put you on a mission.
Tapping your subliminal will awaken your soul.
Now eyes are frozen open, flashed by essences
Your suspense hangs with stupid, all that you knew winded to be useless.
Your unilateral attitude left your psyche battered and bruised
It’s all up to you and life will never change.
All you have to do is become an ego killer, and start with your own.
Consider it “Euthanization” for all the time you were faking.
Don’t think, become still like a frozen heart, consider the abuse and edge.
(Relent) a cool attitude would get you thru.
Clam as the storms eye when in the realm of bad minds
Don’t think see sights, one in the middle, two on the outside
Hold a breath, don’t squeeze too tight.
Only the all mighty will judge all, so go ahead and take that life.
Put’em on ice with a flash of light.
All this rage is held inside, in our heads there’s a battle for sides
A voice in red and a presence of light
Another day
No thing but corruption throughout the Nations, will it change today
Just another day
I lay and wake and wash off yesterday
Ask my self will today be like those other fakes
If so, I don’t know what this day will come bring, well
One things for sure it seem like yesterday
Just another day
Was like yesterday
Some things don’t ever change
Hoping that it won’t be like yesterday
The sun is in the same place
People running the same race
Yesterday I kept the pace
So I could get a piece of peace
Today I gave up given chase
I’m not a rat I don’t like cheese
My soul not from here I’m not at ease
I saw that today would be like yesterday
I lay and wake and pray to the new day
Hoping for a different.......
May today they'll say "Today won’t be like yesterday"
So until that day, today will be…..
Just another day
Was like yesterday
Some things don’t ever change
Hoping that it won’t be like yesterday
Seeing is believing
So, today won’t be just another yesterday
Trying to keep my sane
When will we stop the Pain?
Money isn’t everything
Lets all make the change
So tomorrow won’t be like yesterday
Trying to cope with hate
Not easy believe me I do it everyday
So if I hear that today will be a change
Tomorrow I’ll wait to see
What the change will bring, can’t u see
Today I’ll just have to wait for another day
Just another day
The night diverged to day
Yet the day appears inane
Yeah some things don’t ever change
So I hope for recourse for today so it won’t be like yesterday
Just another yesterday
Tomorrow just another day
Some things seem to never change
Ohh just 1 yesterday
ohh pray and hope for a better day
Old habit
Old habit, did my past peoples have it?
Release, where’s the peace / Times being
Being potency and tolerance
My pops still gets bent
Where the discipline has went
Bad grammar
Mary Jayer tipping fine lines with
Mine Reason to live
Steady she strive to receive a passion but never everlasting
Thug out or go blasting
The unskilled and gawgerkers be chatting
Cross the line and I’ll be blasting
What she be like, having me under her fucked up spell
Mouth frothed hell shouting
I am starting what men call “IN” mindless trend
It’s just the “O” so,
Please don’t expect a rescue from society “flee to your tower “
“BLING”
People tend to try me or, it’s just me
Can one have so much hate?
I hail the creator, so what’s my theater
Screen imagery; slaughter for righteousness
This I confess, motives for the whole yes
In text I locked a last breath for morality
One last drag
My life is time
Living has me locked in this man prison
No need wishes
My hand holds the best weaponry, a clinched fist
All my peoples from high yellow to dark abyss
Big words lurk mind chasm
Herb channel me to light a direct line to the almighty
He often tries me, had to change in the mirror
A demon I saw so ugly deep inside was me
Through upright living acts of valor
Decreased the slanderous chatter
Yet constant battle wages with every turned page
Vile advice to mainstream my soul
Light to seek from this dim murky glow
To the city of damnation blood for wine
Souls steady on the grind
Possessions don’t reverse time
Put it all down to rise up
Time is death to minds, what is mine
Not a damn thing
Came here coated in placenta juice
Screaming you fucking fools, smack me?
You know what you do
Study more though I’m not in school
Don’t look at me strange because I comprehend you
It’s only natural, like life when it takes you. Away
But you’re always here to stay
Oh hail the memories that forever scar me
Reminder of what I’m suppose to be
Suppose this life has not started with me
You are finite and the body wreaks death
At nights they fly by with infinity
Daily passes never forgetting me
For once I’ll be one when soul completes separation
From Pain and fame
To shine till it’s again my time
Old DAYS
Old days
Don’t you remember times?
That you wish were now
Tried to keep it off your mind
But it ended up out of hand
Why was it held in the first place?
Brain washed to the grave
You were not dressed up coming out on your B-Day
Excuse me your first breath day
Subconsciously thirsty for the gift
Being highly adaptive to your surroundings
Egos apple leaves one bemused
Judging, flaunting and taunting
Suddenly life seems polarized
Glamour and glitter “do as you’re told”
The Humbled meek seem out of control
DAUNTING when everything is taken but your life
Treated less than human
Placed in projects for studying
Detrimental schooling, determines prospect prison building
No knowledge to care for the children
Superstars and lives’ some don’t actually live
Don’t need to say it in your rhymes
Though it’s strictly bout the business
Moving units near and far
Displacing people’s jobs
Evil lends then Robs and leaves you
Standing awaiting its mob
To claim what to them belongs”You’re Life”
This pain is just too long.
LIFE
A mix
Here is another thought involving blast of light while staring down my barrel sights
I see them, sense them but cannot touch them, yet I say fuck them
Something going wrong everyone wants evil Power
Must feel not
Souls are cast away daily
No faces just horns
Lust rules, seduction is practiced
No law and only one ruler
Given the power of a god
Every step is the might of a bomb
It goes on forever and ever
Who else sees the wrong?
Murder is my motive
I put it to good use
I have a few screws loose
Constantly I stress because niggas test
They fall with open chest
When I rest demons fly by
Show my teeth……………..
As it seems dreams are portals to life
It’s not something to glance over like a shoulder
Though it is-What is it-I don’t know-Do you!?
Who know what dreams mean?
I wish I knew Because sometimes I stew
Boiling like a pot of hot water AHH
Nite tossing and turning trying, trying to find comfort
Comfort INN
Hotel madness
Remain sane yes this test to the end
you laid the way wealth must
I suicide sike, might miss burning up da turnpike
Yo i done screwed 2 dikes
I do it better than mike
Less one who won’t learn ways of old
I do want to get old with my beard saturated in herb smoke
I don’t toke I drag pass the best’s for my resting
Lord bless the path of your children
if not I’ll kill them
Hold me almighty, try me and I will overdo u
I have the slightest
Close my eyes to find god
These feelings on command
So is the wrath of a hand
Who gave to us, in which God do i trust
Wishes, wants and needs
Its really more than being free
Talking 400 years yet I do not see
"Player u isn’t got these"
I am touched aryday from high above
I shudder to hold on tight
Man.. I will race through the night
Smile wide
Leap high upon my back wings are placed
My son at your discretion erase those who refuse to understand the “KNOW"
My hands hold "THE EXTRACTOR" removed the damaged.
Separate lies from men-place pride with sin
Hear the voice ride the Wind AMEN.
Yo all what I’ve done
Reckless in tension
Show me a cause
Falling hard
Land of lard
My knees knelt
Palms up to...???
I close my eyes thought move as if i ride a maglev
Blistering speed. Need need need
Smoother words move her closer
Close the door
I am your whatsit
Why fussing Power, Domination
Release............................
Before me a whore
Is u a Negro Shopper?
For the fuck of it YEAH just cause
Wants!!! Sherriff JOHN BROWN'em
6 feet down'em
Rotation Device
Rotation device, tilted
Look up the spilling drops
Terror, off with their heads
Ideas help and hurt
Don’t bury me in dirty dirt
Just a while can’t go on forever. Yes, shine
Place my hand near you, get energized.
Despise spies with guises come alive
Chuck faith into space
Care for
Left controls right
Right controls left
Could is say inadvertently
Fight sleep, become dreams
Many expressions all artificial
Consistent is the issue
Horrors printed in every issue
Profit
Stir the pot axis
Some love
Do not let me down. Lasting only for you I have not much time.
Some things you say, so abrasive,
Slowly scraping out my grated heart.
Cant to much take it
Emulate the perfect one, but you do not care.
You stare right through me as if I am not here.
Constantly misleading my mind, so proficient.
Your notorious beauty cannot stand to look at you.
Yet i given so easily as if I’m mesmerized
People say I am compliant towards u,
I do not care I rebuke everything they say.
I know u love me, please really mean it.
You hurt me so bad; my soul dilapidated
It shows in my face, so i cannot fake it.
What have u done to me. I see u with closed eyes
Relinquished my life for you, how lucid must i make it.
Aw girl thoughts of u so sordid.
The way u treat me baby, you are now a mistress, heartless
The love in our life stand on rocks bladed distraught
I feel blue as the sky before rain, GRAY.
When back where?
Went back where?
Its not that I don’t care
I’m coming from everywhere
So I can’t go back there
Mirrors make you stare
Sat to long in that chair
Dazed in my haze
Sedating my craze
Fuck you almighty last time you tried me
No longer confide in what’s not alive
My knees are up to lengthen my stride
If am aiming at you your sure to die
All those books produced all those lies
In this west wasteland it’s Root, Ride, Hog or DIE!!!
This pain in my neck has moved to my spine
Telling my arms to keep it in line
I’m fine, I’m fine, and all the smoke has left for the sky
And I never had a taste for wine
Those who wont ”See” I consider them blind
What happened long ago has added up to this time.