Where is heaven and hell

Grew up in the land of “In GOD we trust”

Memories of a drowning,

Don’t be ugly

He is watching

Sinners know not what they do?

PLEASE!!!!

We learnt from you

 “So help me GOD” is very ambiguous

Dinner tables, Big League Events, Blessed is the currency

Not a member you best believe there is a fee

Why must I pay if he did already?

Before War, Honor the dead.

It’s a damn shame to see those go unfed

The stories said he broke bread to feed many, healed those in need

For free

We were only asked to believe

Heaven and Hell where can they be……….

 

 

Both Worlds

 

 

 

                             I see you jumping round,

What you a freaking clown,

Would have said FUCKING,

That’s what I’ll do your girl after I stomp you down.

You came my way, I threw a straight.

Straight to your face

If you were why not let it be that way.

Should have kept it moving SIR,

Rather than be a loiterer.

“I was in my Zone”,

So, quick actions, no time to get on my nerves.

 

I’m is, as you BE. Blessed by the heavens see,

Not visually, more like internally.

One with all that VIBEbrates,

Connected with all that’s light miles away,

Don’t stake on heavens sake,

Choices lay heavily,

Choose Burdens you can carry,

Cause there’s a weight on your shoulders called GRAVITY.

Most times it’s magically delightful, yet spiteful,

Of comprehending Life’s loop, while holding a hand full of doubtful.

Thus, put it in a BOX, with a big hole in it.

It’ll get light as you let go, and allow the soul to take control.

Fell the warmth as you come in from the cold.

SOUL!!!SOUL!!!SOUL!!!SOUL!!!SOUL!!!SOUL!!!  

 

           

dazed

 

One line

 One life

  It’s really like knowing you’re going to die

Anything else would be a lie

 A tear feel from my eye

 The might say he cried.

I just came to realize

 There are spies on both sides

 The blanket guise

I read wise up before times up

 Find out who created “your" world.

You said it’s something in your eyes

 Like me you came to realize

 

 

Shottie Blast

Hit u like a shottie blast verbally

My flows contrast, I’m above the fucking class

Universal Diversity Rap minions remain planetary

 Their limit is the sky

My space is Immeasurably, Indefinitely and exceedingly great.

Not to boast, but that just the case.

Drop the way I do, confusing the rules.

I’ll throw a change up have u staring in the BOX.

Slinging no HITTERS out the park

Change ur content cause ur really soft

Like a plush booty, Excuse me BHAM BHAM!!!!

Thank you very much!!!

crack another

I crack another jot some rhymes

Time and time I wasted time

Through this anger builds and spills on my reactions

Yet it and IT; contains my rage

My encounters with others put me in a cage

Seemingly the passage is passive

Though once more everything’s a bore

I speak words of trust and she becomes my whore

How can I defile my foul ways?

Join a building and become a child again

For they say the “word” I do not know

This knowledge is some other shit

Helping hands throw the meek to the pits

Yes, help those who help themselves

How we see others go thru Hell and turn a cheek

“You’re not like me”

Live and love to scheme and plot

 

 

 

I would if I could

I would if I could

So why cant, Nights ask

Something from the past, maybe

Trained like an Android, Possibly

Heavy sedating left a shake, could be

Thoughts of the world and “why did I let it slide”

Tape below and above my eyes- WIDE

Calling earl stop the helicopter swirls

She observes me while, I watch her

Never remember anything, all a blur

It’s a crutch, spring up from the slightest budge

In and out, ceiling patterns mimic cloud animals

Sometimes standing up, if the sandman leaves dust

Sandpaper inside my eye lids, yeah I had enough

Almighty thanks for the day that carried over to now

Grant me another, vital it is

Not until we tell ourselves so

Lie down and let go

Light of a riff

Light of a riff, the name of this game is Mad works.

Stay sane

Life will never change.

Regardless of the status that you claim in this game

Whether we like it or not where all getting played (I won’t bow out)

Life will never change. Just those who think they can play (you’re trapped)

Dismissing benediction and, replaced truth with fiction.

I don’t need your attention, the subconscious will listen.

Remove you from trivial and put you on a mission.

Tapping your subliminal will awaken your soul.

Now eyes are frozen open, flashed by essences

Your suspense hangs with stupid, all that you knew winded to be useless.

Your unilateral attitude left your psyche battered and bruised

It’s all up to you and life will never change.

All you have to do is become an ego killer, and start with your own.

Consider it “Euthanization” for all the time you were faking.

 

Don’t think, become still like a frozen heart, consider the abuse and edge.

(Relent) a cool attitude would get you thru.

Clam as the storms eye when in the realm of bad minds

Don’t think see sights, one in the middle, two on the outside

Hold a breath, don’t squeeze too tight.

Only the all mighty will judge all, so go ahead and take that life.

Put’em on ice with a flash of light.

All this rage is held inside, in our heads there’s a battle for sides

A voice in red and a presence of light

Another day

 

No thing but corruption throughout the Nations, will it change today

 

Just another day

 I lay and wake and wash off yesterday

Ask my self will today be like those other fakes

If so, I don’t know what this day will come bring, well

One things for sure it seem like yesterday

 

Just another day

Was like yesterday

Some things don’t ever change

Hoping that it won’t be like yesterday

 

The sun is in the same place

People running the same race

Yesterday I kept the pace

So I could get a piece of peace

Today I gave up given chase

I’m not a rat I don’t like cheese

My soul not from here I’m not at ease

 I saw that today would be like yesterday

 

I lay and wake and pray to the new day

Hoping for a different.......

May today they'll say "Today won’t be like yesterday"

So until that day, today will be…..

 

Just another day

Was like yesterday

Some things don’t ever change

Hoping that it won’t be like yesterday

 

Seeing is believing

So, today won’t be just another yesterday

Trying to keep my sane

When will we stop the Pain?

Money isn’t everything

Lets all make the change

So tomorrow won’t be like yesterday

Trying to cope with hate

Not easy believe me I do it everyday

So if I hear that today will be a change

Tomorrow I’ll wait to see

What the change will bring, can’t u see

Today I’ll just have to wait for another day

 

Just another day

The night diverged to day

Yet the day appears inane

Yeah some things don’t ever change

So I hope for recourse for today so it won’t be like yesterday

 

 

Just another yesterday

Tomorrow just another day

Some things seem to never change

Ohh just 1 yesterday

ohh pray and hope for a better day

 

 

Old habit

Old habit, did my past peoples have it?

Release, where’s the peace / Times being

Being potency and tolerance

My pops still gets bent

Where the discipline has went

Bad grammar

Mary Jayer tipping fine lines with

 Mine Reason to live

Steady she strive to receive a passion but never everlasting

Thug out or go blasting

The unskilled and gawgerkers be chatting

Cross the line and I’ll be blasting

What she be like, having me under her fucked up spell

Mouth frothed hell shouting

I am starting what men call “IN” mindless trend

It’s just the “O” so,

Please don’t expect a rescue from society “flee to your tower “

“BLING”

People tend to try me or, it’s just me

Can one have so much hate?

I hail the creator, so what’s my theater

Screen imagery; slaughter for righteousness

This I confess, motives for the whole yes

In text I locked a last breath for morality

One last drag

 

My life is time

Living has me locked in this man prison

No need wishes

My hand holds the best weaponry, a clinched fist

All my peoples from high yellow to dark abyss

Big words lurk mind chasm

Herb channel me to light a direct line to the almighty

He often tries me, had to change in the mirror

A demon I saw so ugly deep inside was me

Through upright living acts of valor

Decreased the slanderous chatter

Yet constant battle wages with every turned page

Vile advice to mainstream my soul

Light to seek from this dim murky glow

To the city of damnation blood for wine

Souls steady on the grind

Possessions don’t reverse time

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Put it all down to rise up

Time is death to minds, what is mine

Not a damn thing

Came here coated in placenta juice

Screaming you fucking fools, smack me?

You know what you do

Study more though I’m not in school

Don’t look at me strange because I comprehend you

It’s only natural, like life when it takes you. Away

But you’re always here to stay

Oh hail the memories that forever scar me

Reminder of what I’m suppose to be

Suppose this life has not started with me

You are finite and the body wreaks death

At nights they fly by with infinity

Daily passes never forgetting me

For once I’ll be one when soul completes separation

From Pain and fame

To shine till it’s again my time

Old DAYS

Old days

Don’t you remember times?

That you wish were now

Tried to keep it off your mind

But it ended up out of hand

Why was it held in the first place?

Brain washed to the grave

You were not dressed up coming out on your B-Day

Excuse me your first breath day

Subconsciously thirsty for the gift

Being highly adaptive to your surroundings

Egos apple leaves one bemused

Judging, flaunting and taunting

Suddenly life seems polarized

Glamour and glitter “do as you’re told”

The Humbled meek seem out of control

DAUNTING when everything is taken but your life

Treated less than human

Placed in projects for studying

Detrimental schooling, determines prospect prison building

No knowledge to care for the children

Superstars and lives’ some don’t actually live

Don’t need to say it in your rhymes

Though it’s strictly bout the business

Moving units near and far

Displacing people’s jobs

Evil lends then Robs and leaves you

Standing awaiting its mob

To claim what to them belongs”You’re Life”

This pain is just too long.

 

LIFE

 

 

 

A mix

Here is another thought involving blast of light while staring down my barrel sights

I see them, sense them but cannot touch them, yet I say fuck them

Something going wrong everyone wants evil Power

Must feel not

Souls are cast away daily

No faces just horns

Lust rules, seduction is practiced

No law and only one ruler

Given the power of a god

Every step is the might of a bomb

It goes on forever and ever

Who else sees the wrong?

 

 

 

Murder is my motive

I put it to good use

I have a few screws loose

Constantly I stress because niggas test

They fall with open chest

When I rest demons fly by

Show my teeth……………..

 

               As it seems dreams are portals to life

 It’s not something to glance over like a shoulder

Though it is-What is it-I don’t know-Do you!?

Who know what dreams mean?

I wish I knew Because sometimes I stew

Boiling like a pot of hot water AHH

Nite tossing and turning trying, trying to find comfort

 Comfort INN

 Hotel madness

Remain sane yes this test to the end

you laid the way wealth must

I suicide sike, might miss burning up da turnpike

Yo i done screwed 2 dikes

I do it better than mike

Less one who won’t learn ways of old

I do want to get old with my beard saturated in herb smoke

 I don’t toke I drag pass the best’s for my resting

Lord bless the path of your children

if not I’ll kill them

Hold me almighty, try me and I will overdo u

 I have the slightest

 

 

Close my eyes to find god

These feelings on command

So is the wrath of a hand

Who gave to us, in which God do i trust

Wishes, wants and needs

Its really more than being free

Talking 400 years yet I do not see

"Player u isn’t got these"

I am touched aryday from high above

I shudder to hold on tight

Man.. I will race through the night

Smile wide

Leap high upon my back wings are placed

My son at your discretion erase those who refuse to understand the “KNOW"

My hands hold "THE EXTRACTOR" removed the damaged.

Separate lies from men-place pride with sin

Hear the voice ride the Wind AMEN.

 

 

Yo all what I’ve done

Reckless in tension

Show me a cause

Falling hard

Land of lard

My knees knelt

Palms up to...???

I close my eyes thought move as if i ride a maglev

Blistering speed. Need need need

Smoother words move her closer

 Close the door

I am your whatsit

Why fussing Power, Domination

Release............................

Before me a whore

Is u a Negro Shopper?

 For the fuck of it YEAH just cause

Wants!!! Sherriff JOHN BROWN'em

6 feet down'em                        

Rotation Device

Rotation device, tilted

Look up the spilling drops

Terror, off with their heads

Ideas help and hurt

Don’t bury me in dirty dirt

Just a while can’t go on forever. Yes, shine

Place my hand near you, get energized.

Despise spies with guises come alive

Chuck faith into space

Care for

Left controls right

Right controls left

Could is say inadvertently

Fight sleep, become dreams

Many expressions all artificial

Consistent is the issue

Horrors printed in every issue

Profit

Stir the pot axis 

Some love

Do not let me down. Lasting only for you I have not much time.

Some things you say, so abrasive,

Slowly scraping out my grated heart.

Cant to much take it

Emulate the perfect one, but you do not care.

You stare right through me as if I am not here.

Constantly misleading my mind, so proficient.

Your notorious beauty cannot stand to look at you.

Yet i given so easily as if I’m mesmerized

People say I am compliant towards u,

I do not care I rebuke everything they say.

I know u love me, please really mean it.

You hurt me so bad; my soul dilapidated

It shows in my face, so i cannot fake it.

 What have u done to me. I see u with closed eyes

Relinquished my life for you, how lucid must i make it.

Aw girl thoughts of u so sordid.

The way u treat me baby, you are now a mistress, heartless

The love in our life stand on rocks bladed distraught

I feel blue as the sky before rain, GRAY.

When back where?

Went back where?

Its not that I don’t care

I’m coming from everywhere

So I can’t go back there

Mirrors make you stare

Sat to long in that chair

Dazed in my haze

Sedating my craze

Fuck you almighty last time you tried me

No longer confide in what’s not alive

My knees are up to lengthen my stride

If am aiming at you your sure to die

All those books produced all those lies

In this west wasteland it’s Root, Ride, Hog or DIE!!!

This pain in my neck has moved to my spine

Telling my arms to keep it in line

I’m fine, I’m fine, and all the smoke has left for the sky

And I never had a taste for wine

Those who wont ”See” I consider them blind

What happened long ago has added up to this time.