Free write (Pop Tart)

Next person to gun talk
I’ll pull my Glock 17 and clear the scene.
You think you achieved, ever felt holy
You sicker than a cancer patient on chemotherapy
That is trying to come to grips with spirituality
Forced to live the lives you lead
Compete, spies meet, bond gear, self-destruct,
She somersaulted into your double take
Her eyes say, “Free me from bondage”
She should know that she could do better
This woman in chains
They want her to play these games
stray cats and dogs that sing love songs.

State the obvious or do not complain.
Need to get it off your chest?
Rip your heart out.
These dark jokes are all we know
How so, love is all so painful
Gnawed off your arm
After awakening to see with real eyes
Consequences do not realize,
They are born from situations.
Kill all debates genocide style.
Let us see if we can do a million a day.
States do the obvious,
They contract straws to break camel backs.
Agony, I learned to love by using choice tactics.
Do not grow old; you will just age to hate the young folks.
Spite is the trait of Beverly Hills housewives.
Prune mouths popping relaxers, chocolate and wine,
Boredom knows a jealous life.
Made to scale what, the eyes tell never fails.
Reconstruction on sale
Emotions half price.
Secrets end up in the mail

Chemical kill Chemicals

Formally in the nakedness
In birth water tossed like debris
A bond between sky and sea
Gentle waves tumble me
Rain dews the dusk
Fuss sandwiches the peaceful day
Say this many ways
"Come what may"
Only put the blame where it would stay
I’m not fed up
Just practicing the style of the Crane
Do not judge the strange
You will only give it praise
"Something bout this I cant understand"
Open Hand, Observant
Them working for a fist full of dollars
Rage speaks with a smirk
A pound when departing
If you know, you are something
Do not fear having nothing
Assumption wears a mean pair of shades
Just counting the days as if I were a death row inmate
Acceptance is an open hand
Tsunami waves beat on the sand
To turn your castle into debris
Nothing to nakedness
Screaming babies

Shut those eyes

Shut those eyes
it all begins
dreams are exhausting
A cast of all them encounters
the happy moments and the downers
These epic scenes
layered pies in the sky, only in this slumber
i posses flight. Betrayed, the mist is thick
shape shift spirits who never have a face
fully present for my horrific lesson
blindfold blessings confessed thru visions
Beautiful catastrophes misunderstood
Last breaths recur
I shut my eyes and I'm still living
in a graphic script played behind the curtain
of the real world
Perfect getaways and I can't stay
y'all dance like the Muppets on coke keys excuse me cooked keys
I feel like I inhaled a strain called molasses
Lets call this weight less massive pile of slide show projections memories
five sense sensory overload
sweat, paused heart, brush of death screams
shocked back to life, catch my breath then shut my eyes
Exhale and repeat, crazy are the labels
Scary hail Marys they are actually
are you insane, escape the atmosphere
to dream of living in space
like running from the grave
while ya chased in the fast lane
holla sins to heaven with a smile the devil made
eventually the eternal got that number
can't evade this encounter,one day
in the mean time, this drink of mine
mind erase, obliterates all that was a day
no new acts to add to the play
feed the head and beware the living dead
who lay in his bosom
breast fed with Kevorkian side effects
These nights
super expeditions indulged by the sub
who is blind except on the inside
where worlds collide here comes the dawning
remember, open ur eyes

DARKNESS

It is dark on my forearm
It is dark in my thoughts
These dark thoughts set off alarms
Do not know how I got these thoughts
The darkness I never sought
From where this darkness came
I cannot explain
Into my life the darkness came at an early age
My persona never showed this disorder
The darkness was right around the corner
Waiting to come out the cage
All that I chronically denied
I could no longer hide
I was at the will of darkness
The darkness took me for a ride
The tendency was not in me
To dis ease another human being
The darkness came out of me
Blood, darkness was happy to see
The darkness does not like to hide
The darkness poisons if held inside
The darkness will help you seek revenge
The darkness knows no means to an end
Darkness will aid you in your crimes
The darkness controls the Killer Mind
The darkness don’t ask who, what or why
The darkness only shares the bowels of your life
I swim the Mariana Trench of my soul
A place far from normal and bitterly cold
The creatures down here I am afraid to know
The pressures to gain control
There is only so much room for Darkness to roam