25.12.14

Fake white blood

When there was a time
Cats claimed royalty just to shine
Out them caves super pale
Was heard thru the vine
" turn off your radio" bitch
More than coasting thru the trend
Call me cool..
I be the trigger pulling
Blast before you blow up
Get high chasing cash
Teacher teach me
Cause its all out of grasp
We dont know the script
Or the cast
Call me bust the seam
Cause at you i laugh
Tell me why i get so ...
Fuck filling in your blank
Just thank your weakness
Cause now you give a Fuck
These hands, these hands
This is just a drill
These alarms i cant stand
How sad that i must
Be bad ass
Forever; to live; waste blood
Maturity indifference
There was a time when
I wanted to waste blood
Thought contaminated with self preservation
Kill everything else
See reality with scorned worn shoes blessed by wisdom
And you will be confused
Lack of vision
Selective life.


22.12.14

Problematic Rant

The eyes allow the mind to see
That bump on your rollercoaster ride
Is lifes attempt to bring ya out your sleep
Time to rewrite the SOP
The only way to cure what we label insanity
Stereotypes is to superstition as paranoia is to ignorance
Perfection comes from practice
Cause god dont play dice
Chance has nothing to do with the way stars collide
The bogey man is a childs best friend until told otherwise
"Explain to me how it rains again"
The story of magic in the sky
Its entertaining, but its a lie
Who said what the truth would do to a fragile mind?
"Is the thinker past their prime?
Well just make sure they continue to spit on brooms and not open umbrellas when they're inside"
Future consumed with holiday lights and the fascination of celebrity life
Only begun to live and they want to die
The only time i think god hears me is when im drunk or high
The new trend is murder suicide
Still dont hear the popes blessings in the news headlines
Everyone is a hero and still cant save a life
Situation critical; emotions gone wild
All this information and only one decision will be right
In this capitalistic system if you can sell a turd, you've capitalized
Time to end this ride

25.11.14

Blame Game

Until we all demand
The nonsense to stop
We're all potential victims
Blame it on the black man
Blame it on the system
Blame it on those who dont teach their children
Blame it on a drone with a bombing mission
Blame it on the slave trade and justify
culture killing in gods name
Blame it on god cause they took your baby
Blame it on prescribed meds
Blame it on the cartels
Blame it on the reconstruction act
Blame it on COINTELPRO
Blame it on boat loads of immigrants
europe didn't want no more
Blame it on the pistol
Blame it on the rifle
Blame it on your ego
Blame it on your soul
Blame it on emotions out of control
Blame it on peace that is to far to see
Blame it on greed, this is how we eat
You can blame it on the alcohol and take
no responsibility at all
Blame it on whatever makes us potential
Victims

21.11.14

Put Your Head Back On

Wake up Alice
Time to leave wonderland
Time to stop taking dick from Morpheus
Time to activate the pineal gland
Cause the eyes and ears are abused orifices
This physical reality is as funny as
celebrity marriages
However, it's just as sad as black on black
violence
A dream, a game, a play
All with positions for characters
If you build it and we come
What is your purpose of entertaining?
"Money, hoes and clothes is all a nigga
knows" was never cool
Not even for a moment
Illusion of Jesus and prisons
Glad you now put thought into how you
Living
To bad karma is a bitch and it must be
lived
Wake up Alice the drugs are wearing
off
Time to stop chasing rabbits

14.8.14

...Never Ends the Peace

Fire and forget
Technology pin points the target
Attention defect
Go platinum with my bomb shelter ballad
"In a corner like a rat" cries the fat khat
Questions answered with propaganda
Is it the situation or the air thats bantha fodder
Coroner can only watch the bodies stack
Sky lanterns, satellites and paladins
Kin to damage; all born from death
Dust and smoke choke breaths
Iron domes shatter in a cluster
Digging holes like moles to kill them fuckers
In a explode some lose limbs, sister and brothers
Wail to the God who leaves'em without their mothers and fathers
Hu  said anti said who fired first
Innocent suffering yet protection comes first
Fear leads to quaking; bodies and earth  
Protest are not enough protection
Intervention may save the population from swimming in blood
Shells shocked and screams mimic the bombs that dropped
Where is the humanity when the assault is by air land and sea
The corner called a country and the crude rockets fired hoping for a casualty
The secret coming to light
A agenda started in 1760
Wipe the culture clean
Both sides will argue the legitimacy of World War 3

Higger Tappy

I feared for my life cause I knew my higher power wasn't protecting it
I used my firepower to issue judgment Nigger was most likely up to something Aren't they all
Rally the klan and let black wall street fall Throw a torch in their rose wood
Armed with twisted emotions thats no good Watching and listening to that kool aid
I was raised to kill so its ok
Got a soulless lawyer who's top paid
Got so much hate no time to think
Need to see a shrink bout those issues
Not the pistol but the brain that was misused Follow me in fear
I ask for help you fear
Its too loud, you robbed my house
Open fire on my back in fear
Talking bout more control so they send the national guard to the ghetto
My own community influence me with negativity
That Hate U Give
Little Infant Fucks Everybody
Our struggling life style is just a commodity How many did we send to their death lyrically that promote devilish deeds
Its ride or die now you a C.I.
Yet for bullshit we take our brothers life Cause that's just they way it is
Decisions based on the environment
Not buying it, so call it what you wish
A last breath in a split second

7.8.14

Lights, Stage, Stable

Im experimenting with beliefs from institutionalized practices
Experiences of my predecessors influence my thoughts and actions
Be clam or snap in
The least resistance
i give you a toilet for you bullshit
Shall i respond and get caught up in a whirlwind
The world wins, always
Set to fire, suffocate or get washed away  
Behave
Dont be a totality of opinions from the minions
They're just Australian seagulls with egos and all they say is me, myself and mine
Post a video before the bullets fly
Now they know why
No remorse, I'll just be transferred to the sky
Is it in my bloodline?
Or an accumulation of social crimes
These tubes tell lies
You will never know who am I until we're face to face and the reciprocal makes us blind
In the mean time 9x19 with two extras and black-grey sharp and fine
My human behavior is something of a humors heinous nature
Cant be a perpetrator double agent with strings that run from my psyche to the enemy
That cant be
I enjoy the observation of the brutality
Life eating life over a slice of pie
Is this the way "GOD" designed?
So dont take the cultural conditions personal Just acting on que with this attitude
Never as an individual always in a group Manners of the animals

Earshot

Have you every been called soulless
Did she say you are a devil
Who isn't a sociopath
Dont you wanna get the most out of people? Please do say
I cant have any emotion
Tears dont live long anyway
Carry on with your living
Cant say I wont get carried away
Out of control, must i be?
What's so crazy?
Label me
Please do say all the things
Do all the things you say
All those things you speak of
Here I am in these eyes
Broken flesh highly defined
Phobic, I'll be your fear
With a choice of silence better you'll fare
Speak me to life
Enjoy me in nightmare
Amongst your kind the talk won't adhere
Sheep astray from the flock hide!
I lost my mind between death and survive
Will it ever be the same
Will it ever be a name
Please do say
I am a maniac, I need to know
Who controls crazy
Stop scaring the nice people
The soulless sociopathic devils
God bless the weak

16.3.14

Subjectivity/Fire In Space

They knew before i was born
That my name would be signed in blood
In 7 days after creation names were given
To the heavens, earth and all things within them
The purpose of life is good
The necessity to find faults are bad
Destined are fates
Have faith in the actions of a god
The reason for "IT" to create events in ones life and the consequences we must bear
The realities become possessions with or without our acceptance
An endless number minds cant fathom
Enter convenience...
The world is not what it appears to be
Why bring harm to me with the established philosophy
Doubling the standards with the facts and what is believed
Who is laughing at the thought of eternal peace and prosperity
The nature of the mind is a part of the design Function of the mind, reprogrammed with the texts
The spiritual functions are misguided and repressed
Why be reluctant to take a view of the obvious
The light I see has died
The reason the shine came alive was to travel thru time
Even in death the rays are not influenced by pressure
The flame will illuminate forever, until the burning no longer heats my eyes
Still I admire the effortless motion thru the frigid vacuum, given shadows' life
No matter how I perceive the fire will always be ancient to me
So I pray to thee for lifting my soul from darkness
I pray for forgiveness, for the slander of naming this phenomena

12.3.14

Love loves Us

Its all love
Let me show you some
Not physical
More like spiritual
Understand this life of love is eternal
Wont say you wont see sorrow
This is what we all will go thru
I'll be brave enough to show some love
It's absolute, it's happiness and cannot be taken from us
We can all benefit from the essence of love
You can never absorb too much
Take a long look into life and learn love
Its deep inside, just open up
Don't get wrapped up in the rapture of stuff
How tranquil is it when you have someone to love
Don't get angry if you dont get enough
Just consider the idea
No need to pervert the love
Love is too important
Only animals think they may profit from love
The only way out of hell is on the ride of love
Relinquish the agony
All those trials built wisdom
Make that choice, no higher intellect than love
Its what we are made of
Love is us

10.3.14

Food Chain Tricks

Save me from myself
I'm just a animal
A predator whose job is to find prey
I pray i dont become a victim to this vicious cycle
Nothing to worry bout
Please dont miss a deadline
Do you want to start again?
Thats the name of the game
See you in thirty days
There is not much to say
The decisions already made
Follow the instructions
That sound coming out mouth your must be a malfunction
I guess you feel like being in command of someone besides yourself
I got all the bones and i bury them
The closet is where I keep all the scary things
I'll display all the horrors so you can get the experience via vicarious
Survival of the fittest
So join a team that kneels to the bloodlines of the capitalist
You get no humble pie when you order pride
No one can compare and to keep this status I shall fight
Because there are never enough ideals
That's why we got spies who scavenge, steal and make this all seem so real
Yeah I'm gonna follow the seasons and stay close to fresh water
Hope I stay healthy and drift not from the herd
The shadow of Death is above, in the bushes and at the tip of my nerves
Death, the invisible animal that's never short of work
Only Death can save us from ourselves
Exit hell

7.3.14

Ecclesiastes Woe pt.1

How useless are these words
The value of the actions
If u gather round to hear me speak
What shall you gain from the entertainment? Some things seem to never change
Depends on how you look at them
Its way to obvious to see the complication
No point to explain a part when that piece makes up the whole
Grab hold and become a master and fall into a hole
Now pull yourself out with accepting
The whole is just a part of life
Respect what is natural and don't be confused by the phenomenon
That theory may be a misunderstanding of a contradicting realization
I will only be here for the experience
Then i will return to a vacuum of existence and nonexistence
To be brought back from the basics
To be an inseparable combination
Form and light with vibration to produce animation
Could this be insanity?
Only if you believe that you'll remember
So say and do as you please
Cause, laws were here before men spoke them
The effects are winds and waves in motion Again and again
Then there will be silence
Again and again

O.G. Old School

Trick i got something for that ass
A dick
Gangsta, i got something for that ass
Fully auto with a extra mag
Negro if u gettin money up ur class
Still in da hood ridin and lookin
Its kinda sad
And if u killin
Aim properly u stupid ass
When the kids get caught up
Its just fuckin sad
All those casualties
Is this Afghanistan?
Give two flyin if you popping oxy
Or fuckin tags
White is white
Smoke and snort the klan
2014 let that nonsense land
Been so high still anit space travelin
Felonious felonies
Only lead to chain gang free slave laborin  
With a constant blamin on the "MAN"
If there's a gun to ur head i can understand
Literally, its just ur lack of will exercisin
Its too easy
What's on ur mind that u allowed in
Subject auto suggestion
Music to a lifestyle
There is some truth, but most of them are lyin

4.3.14

Big Bang Bonfire

Mother Mary Teresa
Martian X Mandela Luther jr
Mahatma Krishnamurti
Holla luyer floating Jesus
From dust and mist makes wine and bread pieces
Satan catches fallen angels
Fire for eternity can not be so painful
A prophet makes a profit
May god bless ur country
I hope that he might
The coming of the dayz ...
Is only the next sunrise
Since we out the dark ages
Lets say the rotation of the earth
Understand the terms and learn how to use them
Number all the holy dayz and sing songs to help confuse them
As random as Confucius
"Nothing can produce something and something can be reduced to nothing"
Title urself what u want
Just make sure you know what ur talking
All our years of mystic writings
Incomparable to cosmic expansion
All this time, think of what's taking for granted
Kill the joy and the laughing
Cause all i see can be cashed in
In the name of the blood
Baptize the trinity
Killing me killing me with that negative theology

3.3.14

She Got Time

She said "u anit got no game"
My response "how many times u been played"
Is it just for statistics, championship or a spot in the hall of fame.
In reality its no win or lose
No deal to offer or a trade.
Some injuries may not be superficial
Yet, them eyes show the pain.
Let the past be just that
See the future with no limit to ur gain
Dont worry bout those things
The world's too abundant
Materials will come again
Dont be weary of the necessary
Health, strength and blessings are standard with steadfast faith
Easier said cause some words conceal lies
U can play tricks on the eyes
Its ur life and i anit got no referral to trust u into mine.
Since i have u in my sight
Wanted to remind u that ur fine...
To the touch, smooth as silk
Are u sweet as wine?
Im running out of lines
Would u be my star
You got me all spaced out
I just wanna watch you shine

2.3.14

Maniacal Laugh

Gotta keep'em locked in with that bullshit  
Gotta keep'em locked in the darkness
Gotta keep'em fearful of the violence
Gotta keep'em fearful of the unprecedence
Gotta keep'em believing there's bliss in ignorance
Gotta keep'em believing somebody gonna save'em from their sins
Gotta keep'em believing that the power of love don't exist
Gotta keep'em believing there's no such thing as consequence
Gotta keep'em trusting what we tell'em what to think
Then everything will be "it is what it is"
You can take mindless action if something gotta give
Nothing personal, this is just the biz
Ashes in the water
Money over karma
Play the cards properly
Save those feelings for the hallmarks
Stay in line to appease the affluent
Markets mark the sons and daughters
Gotta keep manipulating the patterns and trends and cycles, semantics, frequencies, policies, celebrities, economies, schooling, prisons, the isms and each and every and anything that's gonna keep'em locked in.

24.2.14

Pro Test

They say silence is golden or could it be a trojan horse.
No remorse to how you say it from what is said, so say more.
Silence is seen as weakness or a mystery. 
When silence is broken it offends or defends, let the ego agree.
Those that preach to the mass with positive reinforcement for self development are intimidated, beaten, jailed and assassinated; by the myth called conspiracy.
Some speak and their encouragement is often misunderstood.
Discouraged, these voices stay confined to where the fears say they should.
Others talk and their words are limited to the likeminded and those that seek.
There is a special kind of human being known as a disease.
The ill is believed to live within the boundaries of its comfort zone, where the cancer feeds and grows.
This disorder remains unchallenged with the use of cunning tactics.
The sickness rest securely in the win column by giving silence a double face of good and evil.
However, the dis eased knows the truth and this is how it stays neutral
Even when blood stains its hands and drips from its mouth.
Trouble will go through hell to keep silence from making a sound.

13.2.14

Gathered Moths

Somewhere along the line
Got caught up trying to survive
We forgot that we are going in circles
Living for a moment
Want now to last forever
I'll sacrifice everything for eternal bliss
Tell it to my eyes
Let your mouth show me it's worth this
Fatal attraction that distracts me from my purpose
Mapped stars, moons and suns
Taught to sing by the mother tongue
I lived to tell my tale of an attack from a lion
What sin lead to the subduction
Foolish acts of vanquishing all creation Consumed knowledge from the book of the gods and lost my purpose
Shine to provide light for another
Attached to concrete ideas with a covetous hunger
Happiness, somewhere when purpose is the forerunner

7.2.14

Mirrors Look @ Me

My only struggle is
To conquer the subconscious
I conscience
This I declare to the great harmony
I recognize
It spirals and everything else is pushed aside
Rewritten in time
Be animal or think, for, and, self
I get these headaches
Is my head a bell?
Who makes your world into hells?
All I had in the desert was a grain of wisdom
Hope of an oasis
All that was given
I melted into the sand to ease my travels
I forgot my initial task
Conquer the infinite
So the quest shall never end
Purpose being
Selfiecide Regeneration

3.2.14

Fill Wree

I dont live in ur world
I dwell in free will with a lack of responsibility This practice stays locked up mentally
No sense to act out bad dreams
Hearts of hate want to see whatcha gon do physically
I dont live in ur world of TV
By deeds my merit gains esteem
Not superior or perfect
Though i strive towards that Jesus peace Motives of control freaks
Do on others as one treats a beast
Humiliate and leave'em skinned in the streets
Must ya kill to eat?
Dwellers of the city
Codes by which we live and breathe  
Separated from the land beneath our feet
We all die just a little when free will is exercised in the name of greed
No control for responsibility
What do these words mean when we are free to be dispatchers of reason using weapons of a dis eased mentality
I cant live in that world
Stress form faults
Left to live and learn from the impulse

31.1.14

Pins and needles

When i die in my sleep
I wake to the feeling of pins and needles
When i die in my sleep
Im killed by evil
All because im a hero
Who saves the lost souls

Mortal(incomplete)

Great life in modern land
Protect your heart and watch for accidents All the bills, we should be birds
We could fly away from stress to ease our nerves
"If"we were birds, but were not
This twitch in my eye be an indicator of a blood vessel blood clot
Intestinal seizure from the fermentation of food parts
*So set in our ways of life*
Help me release these chemicals to my brain Tricked by science a design to keep us satisfied
FRET!!! It hasn't happened yet, but I know it will
We want to kill; its hereditary
A psycho auto suggested thrill
I stood on a ground to shoot or be shot down Enforcement of law and its just cause of color; gender; age; status; pay grade; Freeman or slave
Chemicals intergraded that change our DNA Mind by who and where your born and raised
Factors of life expectancy
Hack! Hack! cigarette, where do u grow your weed
Pills kills, FDA dont approve the herbal tea
Dumbo holla yolo and accelerate their dying slow

What you expect, life may not agree

30.1.14

Brothers

See when i see u
We will speak when we speak
We have no thoughts to share
Our connections have become weak
We have no words to say
They got lost in translation

Earth fiction(incomplete)

Who's gonna take us to the promise land
We wanna go to the promise land
If you say you'll take us to the promise land
We will walk behind you hand in hand
Until they put a bullet in your head
we still wanna go to the promise land
Now that your dead we know we cant
I heard we can buy our way to the promise land
Where the streets are gold and everyone has a servant
I love the way they talk about the promise land
I dream of the day i get to the promise land.      
I'll kiss and lick the ground of the promise land
Jump sky high and click my heels when i get to the promise land
For it will be the will god
Hey!! there are some strange people in our promise land
Really? Wow let's torture, rape and murder them all out our promise land
Those that survive will be our slaves
So whoever gonna take us to the promise land
Hurry, hurry because by ourselves we cant make it to the promise land
I hope you understand

Surfacing(incomplete)

Im going off the deep end
I can swim
Long term memory is kicking in
Please dont smile at me
We are not friends
I am the same person
Actions do the talking
I am the return
A consequence

23.1.14

Incapable Emote (incomplete)

Y do u do it every day
The breath in me
Due rent, kids to feed?
Naw, i live like Riley
Help me die please
Cant wait for technology
Poisons, the need
Cant deny my purpose
I cant kill me
I just lose a little bit of consciousness
With every heart beat
U rejected me in a raw introduction
Now u don't exist to me
What is ur persistence
When u end up at repeat
If we knew the purpose
We could understand the grief
Calling all external sources
U are the excuse i bleed
Drink form my ruptured heart
Sell Hollywood my story
Suckers are born everyday
I succeed with every breath they breathe
They wore a hole in my box
Caught hold of the universe expanding in my dreams
Call me god giving visuals to life
The cold bush lied, hate kept us warm in the night
We heard a howl to the moon
Indication to light the fires for the night
Keep the fires burning, in case the wolfs come round
They do it for the blood
we do it cause we must
There's no separation of survival
Come to an understanding of minds
Or become a rival

Why do they do it everyday ,..................

7.1.14

The State-Knowing Self

"There are still peoples and herds somewhere, but not with us, my brothers: here there are states.
The state? What is that? Well then! Now open your ears, for now I shall speak to you of the death of peoples.
The state is the coldest of all cold monsters. Coldly it lies, too; and this lie creeps from its mouth; 'I, the state, am the people.'
It is a lie! It was creators who created peoples and hung a faith and a love over them: thus they served life.
It is destroyers who set snares for many and call it the state: they hang a sword and a hundred desires over them.
Where a people still exists, there the people do not understand the state and hate it as the evil eye and sin against custom and law.
I offer you this sign: every people speaks its own language of good and evil: its neighbor does not understand this language. It invented this language for itself in custom and law.
But the state lies in all languages of good and evil; and whatever it says, it lies - and whatever it has, it has stolen.
Everything about it is false; it bites with stolen teeth. Even its belly is false.
Confusion of the language of good and evil; I offer you this sign of the state. Truly, this sign indicates the will to death! Truly, it beckons to the preachers of death!
Many too many are born: the state was invented for the superfluous!
Just see how it lures them, the many-too-many! How it devours them, and chews them, and re-chews them!
... It would like to range heroes and honorable men about it, this new idol! It likes to sun itself in the sunshine of good consciences - this cold monster!
It will give you everything if you worship it, this new idol: thus it buys for itself the luster of your virtues and the glance of your proud eyes.
It wants to use you to lure the many-too-many. Yes, a cunning device of Hell has here been devised, a horse of death jingling with the trappings of divine honors!
Yes, a death for many has here been devised that glorifies itself as life: truly a heart-felt service to all preachers of death!
I call it the state where everyone, good and bad, is a poison-drinker: the state where everyone, good and bad, loses himself: the state where universal slow suicide is called - life."

- Friedrich Nietzsche, 1884