Flesh and the Conflict

I need this body
My soul is not comfortable
With these memories
Lots of unfinished business
Unpaid debts and apologies
Some unanswered questions
Of the origin and the end
I cant travel like this
Ohhh please dont stay mad at me
That would be hell
Cause i have no mind to go out of
Wouldn't it be a crazy experience
To scream for forever
If i hold on to times concept
That's just how it may seem
Calling it madness
Cant lie
There is still much misunderstanding
And no sense to travel this way
Some things cant be thrown away
I need this body
To help me filter
This bombardment that is life
You pay for the way you ride
Cant travel like this
No trench or abyss to bury this...
Im not laughing
Beneath the surface a demon is
Euthanized
Its for the better and it'll just get worse
I cant let it out
Cant lock it away
Not suitable for the soul